Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Here We Go Again

Well I might be right where I was before waiting to see if I'm pregnant again I'm not getting my hopes up so soon this time I'm just hoping for the best and per pairing for the worst.My fiance says that when he gets his taxes back we'll get a place of our own since right now we live with my step-parents,step-brother and my mother in this new house they just bought in Napoleon its a nice place don't get me wrong it's just there is not enough room as it is and if I'm pregnant or get pregnant there definitely won't be enough room I'm mean my son doesn't have a room of his own as it is.I told Calvin that's my finance that if it turns out I am pregnant he's not paying my step-dad rent anymore oh yeah I said it I mean can you believe that my step-dad makes him pay rent here it's outrageous not to mention ridiculous.I'm starting to get all sorts of ideas in my head about making a little cash I mean I am crafty here people I should be able to make money from all the things I make knitting and what not.Now I just learned how to make pillow cases and blankets out of fabric yes you guessed it I have finally learned to sew.I mean not like I didn't already know how it'd just I never really got into it and developed it like I am now.Any way I could ramble on like this for another whole paragraph but I'll spare you all the melodrama until later I shall keep you updated and trust me you will know as soon as I do if I'm pregers or not.Laterz